I'M SO BORED!

now that exams are over.. i feel like i have nothing to do.. haha nothing worth my time that is.. =P

i know i should clean my room and wash the toilet. but i wanna do things that make me feel relax and not things that make me more stressed! HAHAHAHA

i'm bored and it's 4.24am!

what could have been.
♥ 4:18 AM

AAARRGGHH SHIT!!

i have to sit for my paper again!!! psychology paper lagi..
all because the school made the error of posting up the exam paper onto the sch web and some students had the access to it!

arrgh! we would have to take it again sometime during the first week of school!
UGH!!

what could have been.
♥ 6:58 PM

YAY!!! MY EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!
but kan, my one week clinical placement is next week.. which means i still have to do preparation work after the exams.. and that too within this weekend.. UGH!

hmm MAN! the paper just now was alhamdulillah do-able.. TAPI KAN! not enough time! AARGH!!
i was finishing a 10 marks qn when the chief examiner said " please cease writing "
AARRGGHHH!!!


anyways.. what's done is done..
now just have to wait till mid july for the results.. my short term goal is to pass all subjects and long term goal is to score in the final yr exam so tt i can qualify for honours.. HAHAHA


mak i good girl okie, listen to you.. HAAHAHAH

what could have been.
♥ 4:22 PM

AARRRGGHHH!!

I WANNA GO HOME!
everybody's leaving or has left for home.. left me all alone..
sigh..
i wanna eat ciktok's chicken wing! ayam masak merah! alamak.. cicik dont wanna cook chicken.. so i havent been eating chicken.. SOBS...

SAVE ME!

anyways.. besides the crazy part of me that wants to go home.
I HAVE ONE LAST PAPER TMR!
whee~!

alah but after that i have to do my clinical placement stuffs... sigh..
school school school...

*shakes head*

what could have been.
♥ 9:12 PM

you guys cant believe how much i miss home the last 2 weeks!
everybody's going back home and i'm left alone.. =( *sobs*
and with bdays going on.. makes me miss home even more.
exams are alright i guess.. alhamdulillah..
just wanna pass for now.. haha structure of exams so diff.. we had like 117 mcqs for one exam.. =P


anyways, my love goes out to those below..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGIL!! (21/06/07) KAKAK LOVE YOU OKIE?! MUACKS!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SMALL EYES! (21/06/07) SOMBONG SEY.. dont rmbr your *best friend eh? sobs.. HAHAHA*


HAPPY BIRTHDAY AQILLAH NASIR!! (27/06/07) i definitely will miss not being there... but still.. HUGS!


sorry if i missed out on anybody.. to those who had bdays and i missed out.. happy birthday! or rather belated.. hehe


I WANNA GO BACK HOME!!

what could have been.
♥ 10:54 PM

hey guys

am still having exams..
am done with 2 anatomy and physiology..
alhamdulillah they were alright.. but i dunno if i did okie.. cos it felt as if i went blank in the exam hall..
tmr's psych, alot to rmbr and i have not started.. hahah i'm in deep shit..

gtg now
bye

what could have been.
♥ 9:09 PM

It's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly silly me


I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving in to promises
I never should have gone for
I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets


And I want this to be over
I so want this to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you


Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore


If you had only told me how you really felt
I could have put my feelings into someone else
But I was busy thinkin' I was where I was supposed to be
Silly silly me


But there was something 'bout you that I couldn't resist
Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is
I never should have stood for it
I know you're no good for me
And that's the way it is
And I want it to be over
I so want it to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you


Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore


I tell myself
Get over you
It's over right
Right thing to do
And just when I thought I was done
You pull me in for another run
I can't take this I won't take this
I can't do this
I Won't do it
Even if I know in the end somehow it always comes back to you


Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me
(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was
(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore


I DONT WANT TO PUT THE TITLE OF THE SONG! HAHAH FIGURE OUT YOURSELF EH.. =p

what could have been.
♥ 6:16 PM

hey people..!

sorry la nvr update for like a month! been super busy.. now exams and am studying..
anyways i had my prac exam like yesterday.. and i think i stuffed it up.. just really hope i can pass it.. and dont have to retake it..

and oh.. NADIA is back in aussie! hehe and so is my iRiver...!! hehehhe
my world will not be dull anymore.. haha
i agree with u atiqah.. no music no life! heheheh

okie.. i better get back to studying metabolic pathways!

take care lovelies!
muacks!! love you all

what could have been.
♥ 9:21 PM